wants Assassin's Creed II for ps3 for Christmas and Jan 1st birthday present...

get it early and it will count as two presents, GET THE HINT? :D

240, i celebrate with a key lime cake. why? because when you burn 4500-5000 calories a day, YOU CAN EAT A KEY LIME CAKE!

my two favorite things of the anime universe in one package
Macross frontier and Miku Hatsune

Rather then regret later, better to charge in and be smashed to bits

People ask me why i dislike florida con scene so much

well, being oversaturated with conventions for one. you would think they would have learned by now, but it seems even the pedo's are starting their own cons just get fresh bait now, IE roy harms.

then there is the never dying drama cycle that happens. it all starts innocent enough, but without fail, something happens that once again puts florida in the spotlight of the anime and cosplay community that shows it for the cesspool that it really is. if you trace the cause of the majority of major drama that happens in the anime and cosplay community, you can always trace it back to florida

of course they just spout "OH THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WE ARE JUST HAVING FUNZ!!!!!"
yeah, tell that to the 6 groups before you who are too afraid to show their faces because of the drama bomb that will drop just from them even announcing that they are still alive.

so group number 7, what will be your drama bomb trigger? the gang rape of two female members of group 3? or maybe the VD spread of group 5. maybe, the disapperance of one of the members of group 4 during a drunken romp on the beach. I can't tell myself yet, but the signs have started and its like reading the same script over and over, they never fail to break the cycle.

im calling someone getting their drink laced with roofies based on some info dug up that someone tried very hard to hide.

warning of oncoming typos and grammatical areas. i did say this was a rant journal didn't i?




I find it quite amazing, how you can be nice to a person, care about the person, they act like they care about you, but in a matter of one slip, they turn tail and run like a coward. Then proceed continue to be a coward and act like they want to be your friend.

example: shit went obviously bad at otakon, cool whatever. person say she just wants to be friends, fine i'll eventually deal with it. finally come to terms with it, notice my facebook request goes ignored while some drunks gets approved after only knowing him for a week and a half. ya know, usually this wouldn't bother me, but considering the time frame that i knew her compared to this guy with his actions, which she CLAIMS she dosen't like to be around drunk people, yet this guy brags about it on a daily basis on the cosplay.com message boards, ya know, something just dosen't feel right.

then i get the excuse that i have a lower priority then other friends and get pushed into the backround. WOW.......way to stab a knife in someones back. yeah it hurts, but i shortly got over it.

and now at AWA she says she will be here on saturday, saturday arrives, i send a text message. now remember, allegedly im a "friend" you don't get to see much, would you at least want to say hi, compared to your "group" that you see constantly? anyway, i get no answer for 2-3 hours, assume that she just didn't look at her phone, i see her walk under the balcony with drunk boy, i yell her name, she dosen't see me but bastard obviously did and just keeps walking. first red flag.
i see her later sitting on the balacony again with drunk boy and some other guy. i send a message again asking where she's at, because by this point i was pretty dang curious as to either drunk boy didn't say a word, or she just straight up ignored me when i yelled her name. i sat there and watched her get the phone out and stick it back in her bag. second red flag. i walk by and just wave because now im pretty much dang sure i just got the cold shoulder.

so i go up to my room and get my laptop because im pretty sure where this is going already. i'm busy trying to connect and notice them still there, so i give her a call, because i want a straight answer for once. see her pick up the phone, her "group" looks at it like its their fucking business, and she puts it back in her purse

at this point, i pretty much fed up with the bullshit at whats going on and confront her directly.
i ask her point blank if there is a problem or something and if thats the reason she's ignoring me
i get some lame ass excuse saying shes "with her group".

well you know what, theres a difference between a low priority friend and just telling someone to fuck off. which i toldr her, i asked her if thats what she wants me to do, to go fuck off? i got a mumbling response, so pretty much that means yeah.

i am a human being, i am not your trash that you can throw away and pull out when you find a use for me, you do not share feelings with me, get advice or help from me, come to me with your problems and then proceed to tell me to go fuck off like im so piece of trash. so congratulations to that girl, she managed to stab a friend in the back, use a friend while being used is her worst fear, even though thats the exact direction she is heading and also treat that friend like he wasen't worth garbage, knowing full well that he may not be alive for much longer. nice knowing ya michelle.

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=127541&id=574636671&l=97515dad79

Thinketh not and thou shalt not blossom
Thinketh and thou shalt not be.
Just let my feelings lead the way and i will fly.

So boredom is kicking in right about now, I think im gunna start on cheese-kun.
Otakon's about 2 and half months away. Its going to be a very good otakon....

strawberrys, whip cream and blenders to name a few

its odd the way things happen, perhaps being "good" is finally coming back with its rewards :)

Tags: nurses, otakon, strawberries, vynyl

dude hit it right on the head

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PN2HAroA12w&fmt=18